Surfing has been a dominant force in my life over the past 2 years. In this image I wanted to paint the beauty of surfing as being part of something bigger. Most of the time when I am in the water surfing, I feel immersed in my surroundings.
The day I painted this picture, I was very frustrated with myself, as I was unable to catch any waves; my confidence drained away and I felt so incapable.
My mentor approached me, took me to a particular spot and asked me to sit down and look at the view. There was a beautiful sunset at Sandy Beach (a place in Cyprus). He encouraged me to pay attention to my surroundings; to appreciate what I was experiencing. It was in that moment that I realised how much I had missed by feeling trapped inside my head.
Happiness for me is following my passions; listening to my inner voice and embracing what life offers me.
Water is my inspiration; I am in awe of its adaptability, persistence, softness, even its destructive force. I love the fact that it flows despite what is in its way. It is so liberating to empty my mind and become like water: formless and shapeless, flowing freely.
Working remotely is awesome! In 2020 I left my job, travelled, and worked when I could, drawing inspiration from my surroundings. I managed to find time for both my research and my creative outlets.
I used to think that my value was very much measured by my job title or salary. The cultural norm meant that doing things that I enjoyed felt like a precious waste of time.
But so much has changed for me recently. These days I have made myself a priority; doing what I enjoy, finding out who I am and connecting with it; this, for me, now, is a precious use of time.
Life can get stressful. I painted this picture whilst working as an interpreter. I think in the public sector, interpreting is an undervalued job; especially if it is over the phone. You seem invisible. Sometimes, you feel powerless.
Sacral Chakra is the second of the seven main chakras. The primary function of this energy centre is pleasure and overall enjoyment of life.
Throughout my life, I have suffered from shame and guilt without any good reason. It feels as if I mentally don't let go; I don’t allow myself to be free and enjoy. It has been worthwhile to work on this chakra and live my life more abundantly.
Expressing and Communicating Sexual Desire should be embraced. Yet, in many societies, it is unacceptable for women to be open about their sexual desires. The expression of female pleasure is often criticised and frowned upon. There is so much shame around the topic of sex that prevents women from exploring intimacy and the pleasure that comes from it.
Masculinity is attractive. But it seems to me that it is a lost concept. For many, masculinity is defined by physical strength; bulging muscles and a perfect jawline. For me, it is someone both mentally and physically fit, but who is happy for their vulnerabilities to be displayed with ease and humour; someone who respects himself and carries his imperfections with confidence.
Body image I suppose is how one perceives and feels about one's own body.
I feel that most of my life, I have been so disconnected from my body. Despite having worked so hard to accept myself for the way I am, I find this struggle a never-ending internal battle.
I saw the original picture and it so resonated with me that I had to paint it.
I love her carefree sensuality feeling that I aspire to have.
Name it what you like... I painted this when I was able to let myself drift away into the flow ...
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